What. The. Thirty years, like woah. I think I just got whiplash.
I sure don’t feel thirty. I feel abundant.
Feeding people, riding my bike, petting my dog, making love, loving love, surrounding myself with flavorful projects and drinking all the good drinks, makes me feel bounteous.
Life doesn’t become perfect at 30, but by then, you have a good amount figured out. Though all your dreams haven’t come true, thanks to life experience, you have a pretty good idea of how to bring them to fruition. I know who I am (mostly), what I want and how to get it. And at this point, I’ve realized, there is no point to neglecting myself whatever it is I desire out of life, love and everything else that’s meant to be amazing for me.
Why not?
It’s crazy that I spent bits and pieces of that 30 years catering to others perceptions on how life is suppose to be led.
A few years ago I woke up utterly depressed. Each day I felt more and more disheartened as I realized that each year passing was just around the corner. This certainly wasn’t about stocking up on anti-aging creams or trying to figure out how to make more money. It was about knowing that I had been denying myself some of the experiences I day dreamed of by naively not creating them for myself. So simple, right? Just, like, do what you want.
I can do that.
Oh.. and hey, Celebrate the small stuff. Rejoice over each tiny triumph. It’s cool. No one is looking. They are busy fussing about their own little worlds. You have every right to do the same.
Love, fuck, and eat up this world as much as you can. Cry hard and laugh even harder. Get angry and hurt. Work hard and get really tired. Be kind and understanding. Experience everything to a heightened level that you can barely breathe. Continue to be amazing.
Above all else, don’t let another second pass that you aren’t doing exactly it is you want to be doing. And who cares if you look like an idiot doing it. I promise you, no matter what you are doing, someone out there will always think you are an asshole.
Don’t worry, you’ll probably think the same back.
So, What makes you happy? How can I assist you?